THANK YOU.

Thank you all so, so much for the beautiful words you sent me after the last post I wrote. Every single one of them made me cry again but I needed it and I truly appreciated your kind words.
This has been a rollercoaster week and if we're being honest, I am still utterly miserable. I miss that dog so much, it really has broken my heart. Her presence was just indescribable and I miss her warmth. I miss her beating heart, her cuddles, her love for everyone. 
I began University again this week, back at my new, old university with my somewhat new but sort of old degree. I'm all over the place but walking back onto that familiar campus yesterday, I felt so blessed. I was granted an opportunity to return and I felt truly happy, something I haven't felt in a while. Maybe it was the comfort of the familiar in a week filled with the loss of the familiar, but whatever it was, it felt right and I felt happy.
I still have big plans in the works that I'm afraid I just can't share yet, but happy vague posting is not as bad as sad vague posting right? So know that I'm on the path to happiness and that it involves a vacuum cleaner.
I wish you all a warm, wonderful weekend and thank you all once again for the support you have shown me. I promise, next week I'll be back with crude humour, charm and wit. You're welcome.

my attempt at a happy face. go with it.